Twice Upon A Time (The Celtic Legends Series) Page 8

  “A full moon ago, such a thing I wanted more than anything.” His eyes snapped to hers. “Now, you remind me of that which I’d completely forgotten—something I’ve searched all of Erin to know.”

  Her lashes swept down in shame. “It’s too great a thing for a man such as you to forget—”

  “Aye, but I have. Your eyes . . ..” His hands curled into fists. “They plunder a man’s senses.”

  “My eyes have been faulted for worst things, but I’ll take no blame for your own forgetfulness.” Her back stiffened. “It’s enough that you remember now, when the time has come to have your questions answered. If that be your price—”

  He swept away the fidchell board with a swipe of his hand. The pup leapt from a sound sleep as the wooden pieces scattered over him.

  “Look at me, woman.” Conor pitched down before her. He seized her by the chin and probed her eyes. “Lies don’t sit well on your tongue. You know nothing—nothing but suspicions—and I’ve had a bellyful of those.” His grip tightened. “You cannot delay the inevitable, not anymore.”

  Air gelled in her lungs. A trembling began in her belly and spread through her body, rippling out to her tingling fingertips. The time had come, and though her body rushed with sensation, a strange peace settled upon her mind. Her fight was over. She had tried to save him. Whatever powers manipulated them like the pieces on a fidchell board had brought them to this. No one in Tír na nÓg nor on this Earth could change the course of her path.

  Yet he hesitated, devouring her with his gaze, lingering on the play of shadows in her hair, the curve of her cheek, the gape of her tunic . . . then returning anew to pierce her gaze with his own.

  “Speak.” No tremble warbled her voice. “Tell me the price I must pay.”

  He traced her jaw and hesitated as the pad of his finger pressed the vulnerable flesh of her lower lip. “The price is a kiss.”

  His body stilled like a hunter crouched in the tall grass. She saw the surprise in his eyes, as if he, too, could not believe he had made such a simple request. But Brigid knew what would happen once they kissed. Even a single embrace could unleash powerful forces.

  A strange, shimmering shadow fell over the land. It was like the blurring of her sight before a vision, yet Conor stood clear and vivid before her. She did not stop to question the fading of the light—it was Lughnasa day—it was their taunting and teasing that brought down the magic like a shroud.

  She leaned forward, the long, weighted plaits of her hair slipping over her shoulders to brush his thighs. “A kiss, Conor, I can give you.”

  And all the voices of the forest hushed around them. The wind faltered until it no longer scattered leaves over the bare rocks that jutted out here and there from the carpet of grass, like the bare bones of the earth. The Sídh stilled their rustling behind the bushes and trees. The blackbirds paused mid-note, their songs ringing in the air.

  Conor plunged his hand into her hair, weaving his fingers deep, digging his fingertips into the nape of her neck, and drawing her face toward his. Brigid braced her hands against his solid chest. Hunger flared in his eyes like a bright silver flame just as his lips descended to meet hers.

  “Nay, Conor.”

  Her fingers came between them, stopping his lips only a wish from hers. His breath fanned her cheek, and the hot fury of his wanting tightened every muscle in his body. She saw, for the first time, the sparks of gold scattered like dust in his gray eyes, lights that glowed sharp with desire.

  “I am to give you a kiss,” she whispered, tracing the firm texture of his mouth, “not the other way around.”

  And so she trailed her fingers down the short scar on his chin, felt the stubble that roughened his jaw, traced the jut of his high, wide cheekbones, discovered with a sense of wonder the sun-kissed color of his skin, and the auburn tips of his dark brown lashes. His hair was as soft and thick as fox fur against her hand. He made a strange, grunting sound deep in his chest, and the vibrations reverberated through his body, so his muscles quivered like the plucked strings of lyres. Something quivered in response deep inside her, vibrating to the same pitch. Touching this man was like teasing a wolf, for she sensed the wildness in him. She drew closer to him, to escape the sudden coolness of the wind, until the warmth of their bodies gathered between them. She slipped her other hand around his neck. She pressed her nose beside his, let her eyes flutter shut. She resisted, still, the same way one would resist tasting a newly baked loaf of bread or the very first haunch of fresh lamb after the autumn slaughter. Nothing, she knew, would ever be as glorious as the very first kiss.

  She smelled the warm, salty man-scent of him, felt the stubble of his beard raze her lips as she gently, oh, so gently, pressed her mouth against his upper lip, tasting his skin where the sweet juice of the apple lingered, then slipping down to press upon the corner of his lips, and then, and then . . .

  It was as if the bonds of her body fell away. Their lips, their breath, their spirits mingled. A sound rumbled up from deep inside him, deeper than the man . . . a groan from the core of the earth itself. He dragged her against him until only two thin layers of linen separated their bodies, until the fury of a hundred Lughnasa fires couldn’t rival the heat between them. And still they kissed, their lips joined, the texture of hard and soft, of demanding and yielding, all so new to her and yet it felt as if nothing that had come before had ever been right. .. and as if finally, on this hilltop, she had been born.

  He pulled her away, his eyes white with passion. He gripped her shoulders and squeezed them as if to prove that she was made of flesh and blood. “What enchantment is this,” he asked hoarsely, “that can bring a warrior to his knees?”

  She traced his cheek with her hand, trying to catch her breath.

  “Speak to me, Brigid.”

  She felt beneath her hand the thunder of his heart. “It’s magic, though it’s not of my doing. I’ve not the power to conjure such things alone, mo rún.”

  His head jerked up, as if he had just noticed the eerie pall that hung over them. Shadows around them softened. Vivid green grass and blazing yellow gorse and bright pink heather bleached into gray. The wind breathed cool on their skin. On the slate-gray surface of the Lough, a flock of ducks suddenly took flight.

  She clutched his tunic, trembling still from the force of the kiss. Magic seeped into the air around them. Her stomach clenched—Let him not come, not today, for no mortal man can survive one-on-one combat with a warrior of the Sídh. Her fingers dug deeper into his tunic. She wanted Conor—Conor—no other, man or god.

  Then, suddenly, the light filtering through the ash leaves above them shifted and narrowed. The dappled shadows thinned and curled until pale crescents of light peppered Conor’s tunic, like the cloak of a revered Druid. She traced one of the tiny slices of moon as her heart swelled in her throat.

  “My . . . my vision,” she murmured. “Tiny crescents on his cloak . . .”

  He did not hear her. He jerked up, drawing her with him. He stepped out from the cover of the ash tree, grasped the hilt of his sword, and squinted up at the sky.

  “By the club of the Dagdá . . . Look!”

  She followed his gaze, her breath short and knotted in her throat. She knew what she’d see, for she’d seen it a hundred times before in her vision. The sun hung in a cloudless sky like a two-day-old moon. A blue green light deepened upon her skin. Soon, they would be plunged into an uncanny twilight. Soon, this unearthly moon-sun would burn metallic and white-hot in the sky.

  Conor watched the last glimmers of light bead around the edge of the black disc of the moon. “The moon passes across the sun.”

  The last bead of light hovered, and then died. The world plunged into deep blue darkness. High in the sky hung a black disk threading pearly, translucent light into the star-prickled sky. On the horizon, a dark orange glow hovered.

  Brigid stared at Conor. The midday twilight tinged the planes of his face silver. She gazed upon his features, so new to her, yet
as beloved as if her soul had known them for a hundred lifetimes. The shackles of her guilt fell away. It did not matter that this man had killed her brother in battle. It no longer mattered that he had conquered her tribe. He and she were fated long before his name had fallen cursed from her lips.

  Stubble prickled her palm as she lifted a trembling hand to his face. The memory of the vision swept through her mind. The gray mists of her stubborn ignorance parted, finally. Now, now, she recognized the salt-sweet taste of his kiss, now she recognized the swell of her secret lover’s arms, now she recognized the scent of the Otherworld which clung to his skin. The answer had lain before her all these weeks, as plain as the moon, but she had not had the courage to see it.

  She curled her fingers into his hair. “Och, Conor, I’ve been so blind.”

  He unclenched his sword, his gaze sharp upon her. “Tell me what you see.”

  It was a command, but with no anger. In this eerie twilight, in this meeting of night and day, in this merging of the worlds, the barriers they had held against each other crumbled into dust. There would be no more games between them.

  “All my life I’ve been plagued by a vision—a vision of a man. My lover.” The words surged to her throat. “I never knew his face, but I knew I was destined for him. The Sight is wary and uncertain when it grants glimpses of one’s own fate. I did not understand the full of it until now.” She glanced at the black disk glowing in the sky like hot metal, then back at Conor’s face. “It was you I saw in my vision, mo rún.”

  “Not some creature of the Sídh?”

  “It was fated we meet, Conor. Long, long ago.”

  Her stomach clenched, for there was more she knew now that the prophecy’s knot was unraveled. She knew why Conor was not like other men. She held her tongue. There would be time enough in the passing of the days to ease him into accepting the truth of his lineage.

  “In my house, lass, you will have a place of honor.” A muscle flexed in his cheek. “In my house, you will be my queen.”

  Her heart rose to her throat. His silver gray eyes burned with new intensity.

  “Brigid of the Clan Morna.” He clutched her wrists, where her hands lay flat against his chest “Be my wife.”

  In the sky above, sunlight burst forth from a tiny spot on the edge of the black moon and rushed like water around one half of the disk. Her soul soared high, high, as light as air beneath the wings of a sparrow. With the uttering of those commanding words, the loneliness which had always clung to her melted away, filling the void with joy and hope and sunshine.

  Conor’s wife. The Queen of Morna. No more would she live alone in these woods, dreaming of the impossible. She’d have a strong, mighty husband, she’d live among the people of Conor’s tribe—people who followed the old ways who surely would not fear her. She’d have children.

  Then another thought came to her—a memory of her father’s tearstained face the day he was forced to banish her and her mother from the clan.

  In her joy, she dared to hope for yet another miracle.

  “Speak, woman.” Conor’s fingers tightened around her wrists. “Speak, or I’ll kiss the yes out of you.”

  She tugged her wrists from his grip and stepped back from him. “Tonight, in the sacred circle of oaks, by the light of the Lughnasa fires, I will become your wife.”

  “I won’t be waiting for fires, lass—”

  “I’m the daughter of a king, and I will be a queen,” she said, skittering back. “Will you have no ceremony to the joining, and all your people wondering about it?”

  “There’ll be enough ceremony,” he murmured, seizing her and pulling her flush against him, “after the bedding.”

  She stopped his kiss with her finger, and then lifted her lashes to meet the hunger in his eyes. “Before we marry in the old way, you must go back to Morna. It is the custom. You must ask for my father’s blessing upon this union.”

  “Your father is my subject.”

  “I know the patience will choke you, mo rún.” But this is a chance I cannot forfeit, a chance for my father to take me back without shame. She traced his lower lip, and her fingertip trembled.

  “Please do this one last thing for me.”

  Five

  The bellow of bagpipes shook the rafters of Conor’s newly built mead hall. Golden ale splattered on the reeds as drunken warriors stumbled up to dance. The red-faced pipers elbowed flat their bulging leather bags, their fingers flying over the crude pipe-holes, while all around them men jostled and drank and played dice on the paving stones, and sweaty bondswomen hipped their way through the crowd, bracing platters of roasted boar.

  Tonight, the king would take a queen.

  Behind the woven wooden screens which walled off the king’s living quarters from the rest of the hall, Conor sank his teeth into the champion’s portion of the boar and tore off a greasy shank of meat. Attendants hovered, fastening his leather belt studded with garnets and strapping on his gold arm-bands. A bondswoman teetered on a bench behind him, yanking a stag’s-horn comb through his wet hair. On the third snag, Conor released a roar which sent her scrambling to the ground.

  “Enough.” He tossed the haunch toward a platter, sending platter, haunch, and all skidding across the paving stones. “Out, all of you!”

  Aidan sprawled across the mountain of pelts on Conor’s pallet, brooding with a horn of ale braced on his belly. “What’s all this murdering noise about?”

  “My wife will think I’m a woman,” Conor said, jerking his hands through his damp hair, “with all this primping and preening.”

  “A wee bit of the marriage shakes, have you? Not a horn of ale ago you were grinning like a wolf and announcing your marriage to all who’d hear. Has the fairy magic worn off already?”

  Conor tugged at the laces at his throat. “You’d like that, I’m thinking.”

  “It’s no secret I don’t trust enchantments.” Aidan held up a hand against Conor’s fierce glare. “Don’t look at me like that. Your rod’s ready to jump at the smell of her. You should have wed her and bed her this very afternoon, but you left her there. You, who never waited for man or god. Is it a wonder I’ve a bad feeling about all this?”

  “I thought it was the ale which made you as dour as an old goat since I rode in from the woods.” Conor jerked aside the woolen curtain and gestured to a bondswoman laden with a tray of mead. He swung a horn toward his foster-brother. “Take this. I will have more from you than frowns on my wedding day.”

  “You’ve had enough of my best wishes,” Aidan said, rising to snatch the cup, “at the two other weddings of yours I’ve witnessed.”

  “Aye, and look what that’s brought me.” He braced a foot against a bench and peered out at the revelry at the other end of the hall. “Nothing but a lass who weeps at the sound of my footsteps, and a stringy princess of an Ulsterwoman.”

  “And two and twenty fields of the finest grazing land any Ulsterman has ever seen, a hillside full of cows and a bull to rival the bull of Connacht, and a seat in Tara’s mead hall.” Aidan sucked mead off his mustache and spit out the shank of hair. “What does this creature of yours bring you? Nothing but the clothes on her back, and whatever wicked enchantment she holds over you.”

  Conor belted down the honey-mead in a single gulp. Perhaps he was bewitched. Now, out of the magic of Brigid’s presence, he could think of no other reason why the Champion of Ulster—a king—bowed without a battle to her foolish request. He’d left the woman he would make his wife standing alone on the hillside, while he stood here burning for the taste of her, waiting like a common slave in his own mead hall for an underling’s arrival.

  Conor thrust his empty horn in Aidan’s belly. “You’ll be singing another song when you lay eyes upon her.”

  “She could be as fair as Deirdre of the Sorrows and it wouldn’t matter, I tell you.”

  Conor barked a laugh. “Is this your mouth I’m hearing these words coming from?”

  “Beauty never boiled a b
oar, or spun thread or wove cloth—and rarely does it bring cattle and land. That’s what a king marries for.” Aidan jerked his chin toward the tumult in the hall. “If you’ll want beauty, find a bondswoman. There are enough of them itching to share your bed.”

  “You’ll be making a feast of your words when you lay eyes upon her. I’ll wager a bull upon it.”

  “I’m a bull richer, then. I’ll not be blinded by the beauty of a cailleach.”

  The ugliness of that word writhed between them like a strange living thing. Conor jerked closed the woolen curtains and turned to face him squarely. A blood-red flush worked its way up Aidan’s face and flooded over his scalp.

  Conor said, “You’ve been spending too much time between the legs of that Morna girl, foster-brother.” It was not Aidan’s way to judge a woman so quickly. It was not Aidan’s way to think much of women at all, out of bed. “You know nothing of my wife.”

  Aidan’s jaw hardened. His throat worked, but no words fell from his lips. Conor frowned as he whirled his mantle over his shoulders. He wanted no discord between him and his foster-brother over the woman he would soon marry.

  Then Conor heard the door of the mead hall squeal open. A sudden light filtered through the cracks in the wooden screen. The music wheezed quiet and the clatter of dancing feet ceased as a hushed silence fell.

  Avoiding Conor’s eye, Aidan stood up and fingered the door curtain aside. “Looks as if you’ve no more waiting to do. King Flann has arrived.”

  Conor slapped his brother’s shoulder. “Stand with me now, as you always have.”

  Aidan proffered him a quiet nod.

  In the mead hall, King Flann stood in the wispy light of a smoke-hole, in a circle littered with gnawed meat bones and pools of spilled liquid. The hem of his blood-red woolen cloak trailed into the rushes, caked thickly with mud. Deep blue jewels flashed on the old king’s knuckles. His breath wheezed through his throat as he braced himself upon a polished wooden cane, for the path between the King of Morna’s ring-fort in the valley, and Conor’s ring-fort under construction on the height, was steep and rocky.